I Need Bread!

Pr. Jasmine Waring

12th Sunday after Pentecost

August 15, 2021

I am going to be very honest with you all today…I don’t have a sermon for you. This whole month, every square of my calendar has been filled, and as I approach finals week they are only getting fuller. I knew for weeks I was assigned to preach today, and yet it felt like it snuck up and surprised me. Every time I sat down to read the texts or to do the research, I was pulled away by an email, or a class, or a meeting. If I could be even more honest and vulnerable with you, since we’re all friends here, I wasn’t really inspired by the assigned text. My pastor friends warned me about the homiletical slog over the festival of bread. I love bread! Why would I not enjoy preaching about it? I think I started out inspired. My illustration of the feast from Hook was a hit! When I was writing it, I felt the Holy Spirit leading me and speaking to me. The past two sermons I gave have probably some of the best ones I’ve preached in the short time I’ve been doing this. Today, I don’t have any more Hook illustrations…I’m sorry if this disappoint you. I don’t have any Greek translations, or clever catchphrases. The only word I have for you today is, I need the bread of life. I need the bread of life because the grace I receive through it fills in the gap between where I fall short, and where I would like to be. Grace reminds me that everything in life is a gift. There is no need to earn anything here. This is the time and place where I can truly receive something no one or nothing else can give me, life everlasting. I need to hear this as I take my final exams and turn in my final essays for the summer term this week. When my inner critic tells me that I am not good enough or smart enough, the bread of life says, “My grace is sufficient for you”. I may not be enough, but Christ is enough, and Christ’s grace fills in the gap for me and you. I need the bread of life because I need strength to get through my week. When I consume the true bread and true drink Christ gives, I am abiding and metabolizing the real presence of Christ into my skin and bones. The risen Christ, who conquered the grave is integrated into my musculature. So as I stay up late at night to finish all that I need to do this week, and as I struggle to get my body out of bed in the morning, I know that the presence of Christ is within me. When I feel the world is against me, and I am misunderstood, I know Christ is within me. When I am at the end of my rope, and I am in need of rescue, the same God who heard the cries of the oppressed and delivered them, became flesh and now lives within me and you. I need the bread of life because I need community. “You are enough” is a popular phrase I see in self-help culture. And yes, this is true. The fact that you exist means that you deserve dignity, love, and have inherent value. There is nothing you can do to earn or take away from this foundational truth. And, you are not meant to do this life on your own. I am not enough! I am built to be in community. When I consume the bread of life, I am joined with the saints around me and the saints who have gone before me, and we become the body of Christ. There are times when I need to call on my ancestors, the women and queer folks who came before me, to have the courage to stand up for what is right. I need the elders in this community to encourage me and comfort me as I go along my journey. I need the help and support of my peers and the kids, and in turn, I am able to serve and love my beloved community. We are all gathered around the heavenly banquet table that stretches beyond time and space, to nourish and sustain us as we go out into the world and be a blessing to others. My candidacy mentor, Rev. Terry Tuvey-Allen, has told me on several occasions that if the sermon is a flop, the Eucharist will save you every time. I’m glad I leaned on her advice today. The truth is, we didn’t come to church today to hear a spicy and inspirational sermon. We came here to be nourished by the bread of life. Because we need it. Because we need grace. We need strength, and we need each other. So that we can be sent out to serve and truly live. May the body and blood of Jesus Christ strengthen you, and keep you in God’s grace now and forever. Amen.

First Lutheran Church

August 8, 2021 – The Eleventh Sunday after Pentecost

 

John 6:35Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.

 

“Come Lord Jesus Be Our Guest”

Rev. Greg Ronning

 

“Come Lord Jesus, be our guest, and let these gifts to us be blessed. Amen. ”Growing up that’s how every evening meal began at my house.  We knew it by heart, but I suppose it didn’t always come from the heart.  There were times when I said it very carelessly and fast, but there were times when I pondered the words more seriously.  Yet no matter how it was said, it was always said, and I believe that made a difference, because in that short, seemingly insignificant prayer, that religious practice, there’s a lot of good theology, and more than enough spirituality to set the stage for a good, grounded, and faithful life.  That prayer made us ready to eat but it also made us ready to live a grace filled life.

 

Shannon Jung, in his book “Sharing Food” unpacks the multiple layers of meaning in the practice of saying a prayer before we eat a meal – “Grace, Joy, and Service.”

 

We begin with “Grace.”

 

I can’t help but refer us back to Pastor Jasmine’s last couple of sermons and her wonderful illustration of the table scene from the movie “Hook.”  The Lost Boys are sitting down for a meal but before they begin, they must say “grace. ”Of course, what follows is not a traditional prayer, but rather the shouting out, “Grace!”  Once this is done, the wild and ravenous feast begins.  Perhaps not the best table prayer, but they certainly get it right in terms of the true foundation of that prayer.  It all begins with grace.

 

In fact, “The Table Prayer” is commonly known as “Grace;” a direct reference to God’s grace, the goodness of God, the gifts of God that make life possible.  After all, eating is essential to life, without food there would be no life at all.  We are absolutely dependent on food. We are dependent on the great many people who make it possible for food to make its way from the earth to our table, - farmers, field workers, truckers, factory workers, processors, grocers, shoppers, cooks, and servers.  We are dependent on the earth itself, the soil, weather systems, seasons, animals, and the sun which we orbit around.  It’s not a simple task for food to appear on our table! So it is that we bow our heads, in humility, in awe and wonder, and give thanks for the gift; the gift of the earth, the gift of work, the gift of community, and the gift of grace that makes the complex logistical cooperative inter-related nature of sharing a meal possible.

 

“Lord, Listen to Your Children Praying”

 ELW #752

 

Lord, listen to your children praying,

Lord, send your Spirit in this place;

Lord, listen to your children praying,

Send us love, send us pow'r, send us grace.

 

 

The next layer of meaning is, “Joy.”

 

Most of us, though we must eat, are rarely, if ever, forced to eat.  It comes naturally and easily, because it’s enjoyable.  Jesus often used the image of “the feast” to describe the Kingdom of God, the meals that we share together are a “foretaste of the feast to come,” that joyous day when God’s peace will reign.  A feast is a time to celebrate!

 

Some of our best memories involve spending time with family and friends around the dinner table.  Times are often made special - by special meals.  When we take the time to sit down for a meal, when we take time to practice true fellowship and sabbath; we are often blessed with holy conversations, surprise revelations, the deepening of relationships, the healing of laughter, and the joy of the divine presence in it all.

 

“Joyful, Joyful We Adore Thee”

ELW #836

 

Joyful, joyful we adore thee, God of glory, Lord of love!

Hearts unfold like flow'rs before thee, praising thee, their sun above.

Melt the clouds of sin and sadness, drive the gloom of doubt away.

Giver of immortal gladness, fill us with the light of day.

 

All thy works with joy surround thee, earth and heav'n reflect thy rays,

stars and angels sing around thee, center of unbroken praise.

Field and forest, vale and mountain, flow'ry meadow, flashing sea,

chanting bird, and flowing fountain call us to rejoice in thee.

 

Thou art giving and forgiving, ever blessing, ever blest,

wellspring of the joy of living, ocean-depth of happy rest!

Thou our Father, Christ our brother, all who live in love are thine;

teach us how to love each other,lift us to the joy divine!

 

 

And the experience of “grace” and “joy” always invites a response, “Service.”

 

When we invite Jesus to be our guest at the table, let us remember the images of Matthew 25, let us remember that Christ is present in this world in the so called “least of these,” present in the hungry and the thirsty.  So it is that we ask that the food that we are about to receive might be a blessing, a blessing that we can then share with others.  We ask to be strengthened in our service, in our humility we realize the fragile connectedness that holds all of life together, and we want to make a difference with our lives, we want to be a positive contribution to it all. Strengthened in our meals we prepare meals for others, strengthened and made healthy we use our gifts and talents to make others healthy, strengthened in the love of fellowship we seek to share love and fellowship with those in need. “Grace” and “Joy” always invite a response, “Service.”

 

“Jesu, Jesu, Fill Us with Your Love”

ELW #708 (Verses 1-3)

 

(Refrain)

Jesu, Jesu, fill us with your love,

Show us how to serve the neighbors we have from you.

 

Kneels at the feet of his friends, silently washes their feet,

master who acts as a slave to them.  (Refrain)

 

Neighbors are wealthy and poor, varied in color and race,

neighbors are near us and far away.  (Refrain)

 

These are the ones we will serve, these are the ones we will love;

all these are neighbors to us and you.  (Refrain)

 

 

Grace,” a simple table prayer, with more than enough theology and spirituality to bless us with a grace filled life.  Let us pray, “Come Lord Jesus be our guest, and let these gifts to us be blessed. Amen.”

 

First Lutheran Church

August 1, 2021

 

Exodus 16:2-4, 9-152The whole congregation of the Israelites complained against Moses and Aaron in the wilderness. 3The Israelites said to them, “If only we had died by the hand of the Lord in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the fleshpots and ate our fill of bread; for you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger.”

  

4Then the Lord said to Moses, “I am going to rain bread from heaven for you, and each day the people shall go out and gather enough for that day. In that way I will test them, whether they will follow my instruction or not.”

9Then Moses said to Aaron, “Say to the whole congregation of the Israelites, ‘Draw near to the Lord, for he has heard your complaining.’ ” 10And as Aaron spoke to the whole congregation of the Israelites, they looked toward the wilderness, and the glory of the Lord appeared in the cloud. 11The Lord spoke to Moses and said, 12“I have heard the complaining of the Israelites; say to them, ‘At twilight you shall eat meat, and in the morning you shall have your fill of bread; then you shall know that I am the Lord your God.’ ”

  

13In the evening quails came up and covered the camp; and in the morning there was a layer of dew around the camp. 14When the layer of dew lifted, there on the surface of the wilderness was a fine flaky substance, as fine as frost on the ground. 15When the Israelites saw it, they said to one another, “What is it?” For they did not know what it was. Moses said to them, “It is the bread that the Lord has given you to eat.”

 

John 6:3535Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

 

 

Sermon “What is it?”

Pastor Greg Ronning

 

I love road trips, I like to get in the car and drive, - even drive for days.  I will always choose driving over flying, as long as I have the time to make the trip.  So it is, my wife Melissia and I, have driven all over the country.  And most of the time we do pretty well on these trips, we get along as we move along the highways and the byways.  However, we are not entirely free from conflict on these long trips, there’s one thing that always seems to interrupt a good drive, a state of being that can quickly rise up in either one of us, a carnal reaction that leads to a Jekyll and Hyde transformation. Inevitably, at some point during a long day on the road,- one of us will suddenly become “hangry.” “Hangry,” an adjective, a clever combination of hungry and angry, the slang word for “feeling irritable or irrationally angry as a result of being hungry.” And as we all know, being with someone who is “hangry” is not a pleasant experience!

 

I imagine we’ve all been there, we’ve all experienced being “hangry” or being with someone who’s “hangry.” It’s even become a condition identified and described by doctors, “When you haven’t eaten for a while, the level of sugar in your blood decreases. When your blood sugar gets too low, it triggers a cascade of hormones, and adrenaline to raise and rebalance your blood sugar. And one of these hormones, cortisol, can cause aggression. At the same time low blood sugar may interfere with higher brain functions, such as those that help us control impulses and regulate our primitive drives and behavior.” And all of the sudden, you’re “hangry.”  Desperately in need of an exit with a fast-food restaurant!

 

In today’s Old Testament reading, the Israelites(who have just recently been set free from their slavery in Egypt,) have been traveling, wandering through the wilderness for some forty odd days, - and they have suddenly become “hangry.”  Blood Sugar levels have become low, adrenaline and hormones have been released, they can no longer hold back their frustration, and they become agitated.  They complain and whine to Moses and Aaron, “If only we had died by the hand of the Lord in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the fleshpots and ate our fill of bread; for you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger.”

 

Despite all their melodrama, “We were better off as slaves,” “If only we had died, ”God mercifully hears their cries and responds, “I am going to rain bread from heaven for you.” And sure enough, it happens.  (Throw wafers up in the air) The next morning the Israelites wake up to discover something strange covering the ground.  They are confused, they bend over and pick it up, look it over, smell it, and they say to one another, “Manna?” which in Hebrew means, “What is it?” To which Moses eventually replies, “It is the bread that the Lord has given you to eat.”

 

I can’t help but wonder if the Israelites were a bit disappointed, I can only imagine what my beloved wife would say if in a moment of being “hangry” I offered her up “one of these things.”(a communion wafer)So perhaps they were disappointed, but after some time, I’m sure they began to realize that this strange and unexpected Manna was keeping them nourished and sustaining them as they continued to journey for 40 more years, traveling to their destiny in the Promised Land!

 

This great story from Exodus, the story of Manna from heaven, reminds us once again that God is present, and that God provides for us, more often than not in ways that we don’t always immediately recognize.  The story invites us to pause and to reflect.  How many times have we passed by “Manna” because we simply were not aware what it was?  What is God doing all around us to help provide for us as we seek to live out our faith? Where is God raining “bread from heaven” in our life, in our life together, in our community in order to lead us to freedom? The first lesson to be learned, in today’s first lesson from Exodus; God knows what we want, but more importantly God knows what we need.  “You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need.” God will provide Manna!  May our hearts be humbled and may our eyes be opened to its presence!

 

In today’s appointed Gospel Jesus connects himself to this ancient story by proclaiming “I am the Bread of Life.” Jesus reminds us that he himself, the bread that falls from heaven, will sustain us on our journey to our promised land, the adventure that is set before us, the journey that is our life well lived with meaning and purpose.

 

In a just a few minutes, we will celebrate and partake in a special meal, Holy Communion; we will gather to feast on that very Bread of Life.  Each of you will make your way up to the altar, you will hold out your hand, and I will say, “The Body of Christ given for you.” And as you look down at the less than inspiring wheat wafer you might be tempted to say, maybe with a slight melodramatic hint of complaint, “Manna, what is it?”  How is this enough, how will this get me to the land of promise, how will this sustain me in my journey, how will this make a difference? “Manna, what is it?”

 

Well perhaps the answer to that question is found in the wafer itself!  In its simplicity we are reminded what life is truly all about.  It’s not all about attending great feasts, it’s not all about steak and a fine wine, it’s not all about champagne and caviar; No, it’s all about something more basic, more down to earth, more human, more universal. 

 

Jesus calls himself the bread of life, and in doing so identifies himself with one of the core needs of every human being in his day, “bread.” In the time of Jesus bread was the essential staple food. It was so basic that in the Hebrew language “to eat bread” and “to have a meal” was the same word.  Bread is the food that everyone needs and deserves, bread is the meal served at the table where there is a seat for all, bread is life, bread is grace and mercy, and ultimately the sharing of such bread is the sharing of love.  These are the things that make for life, these are the things that we all need, these are the things for which we all truly hunger, these are the things that truly sustain each of us, these are the things that shape a life of meaning and purpose, these are the things of the kingdom, this is the bread that is Christ.

 

So, is anyone feeling “hangry” today?  Did you skip breakfast and now your body and your mind are slowly becoming a bit irritable and agitated?  “How much longer will this sermon go on, I’m dying of hunger! ”Or perhaps, more significantly, is anyone experiencing a “spiritual hangry?” Hungering for something that will truly fill you up.  Do the mechanisms of this world, the things that move us around, and tell us where to go, increasingly no longer feel right to you, no longer fulfill your expectations?  Have you consumed all the things that world has offered you but still feel empty?  Have you conformed to the way things are, fought your way to the grand banquet table, but now realize you don’t belong?  Have you lost interest in pursuing the things of this world, things that no longer satisfy or sustain?  Are you longing for something different, something that makes a difference, something that will fill you with meaning and purpose? Are you“ spiritually hangry?”

 

Jesus taught us to pray, in the midst of these troubling queries, as we encounter the great existential questions of life, as we wrestle with our physical and spiritual hunger, “Our Father who art in heaven …. thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.”  And to this end, “Give us this day our daily bread.”  May our eyes be opened to see - in Manna, in daily bread, in Jesus the “Bread of Life,” in the simplicity of bread broken and shared; - the very task and presence of the Kingdom of God.  And in the gathering up and sharing of daily bread, may we become that which we receive, the body of Christ given for the whole world.

 

As we engage the hard questions of faith, as we honestly seek out the Kingdom of God, as we respond to the calling of the Spirit in our life; let us be assured that God is not leading us out into a place where we will not be provided for.  Let us remember what God promised to Moses and the Israelites, “I am going to rain bread from heaven for you, and each day the people shall go out and gather enough for that day.” God will provide each of us just what we need to make the journey before us, to live faithfully, and to survive even though we may wander in wilderness places.   God is with us every day, sustaining us physically and spiritually providing “bread from heaven.” Bread for us to eat, and bread for us to share in love and service to others.  The bread that satisfies the heart, the soul, the body, and the mind. Today Jesus reminds us, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”  May it be so, Amen.